why did that happen?????????

i just dont get why my nephew 's  little 18 month old girl was allowed to drown ....wrong on all levels WRONG   !!!!! ;(....i just can't stop thinking about this little family....just so sad

true

 

The mind is everything. What you think you become.
- Buddha

time to get back to my work

Bobbie and Billie my babies

I 've been having a wow of a time hanging on line but i really need to step back and put a little focus into my work this week so will limit my time on rapid loss site for commenting I'm starting to feel like a stalker i am on there so much lol....but i do luv the commitment and support of all the peeps there....really does make a difference...helps me stay focused so see how i go ....will get on to comment a little less every day....I'm trying not to let the fact i have only lost small numbers compared to everyone else get to me and i know that will stuff my confidence up.... i really do look like i have lost more so will focus on that not the scale....the scales are always my undoing haven't weighed today trying to break the daily habit is hard....my baby girl comes home from the gold coast today excited to see her she got home sick while away lol...luv my babies funny bitches ....they are my everything :)

week 4 weigh in

Another 700gms bites the dust that's 4.1kg in 4 weeks...I'm cruising along great at the moment exercising and following stage 1 menu it's got easier and easier....i am still waiting for a big drop on the scales like everyone else is getting but wont let that get to me i can see the difference in the mirror and so can my mum and hubby that's enough for me for now lol....i have gone from a firm size 18 jeans to my 16's i wore them out shopping yesterday felt bloody good.... didn't feel like the fat one waddling down the iles..... there was a little spring in my step as i went through the fresh veges :) 2 more size to get back to were i was when turned 50 after my last weight loss attempt with weight watchers.....i never made it to goal but i felt normal....
I'm excited to feel so committed i actually thought i wouldn't get through the first week before i started I AM SO GLAD I DID :))) week 4 down of the challenge wasn't thinking about the contest until this week read an old post on the forum i started to think why cant i think maybe i could get into the finals i dont think i can win but i could maybe be up there with the others was a little exciting to think about ....i have seen some of the others photos they look freakin awesome think i can pic the winners so far will wait and see well deserved all of them they have done fantastic hope i look half as good ill be stoked....i have the worst bingo wings ever i have arms like my mum hers never went back into shape she is 71 I'm 51 she says i may still get them toned ....i use to do weights in my younger days so when i am at goal will fill out the floppy skin with muscle is what i always say ....well i am doing it this time yes sir bye bye bingo wings....im pumped for my next weigh in i keep waiting for the big one maybe it's this next week lol cheers x