I SUCK

WELL I SUCK blown every attempt to get back on track will i ever get there!!! I've gained 6 kg back after losing 23kg not happy ....i still exercise but the eating plan is shit have to make an effort i cant go back to being that size i just can't .i want to join weight watchers again but have to wait to get funds. i went well by myself for a few months then lost it.want to join the on line one this time as can't always make it to meetings....plus its half the cost.....my neck muscles are out and its peeing me off...makes exercise harder but still making myself do it as other wise id be heaps bigger......maybe now i have typed this down and got it out of my head i can move forward i hope so...well have to go take my new little Persian kitty to get her needle :( v8 molly and daughter