im really struggling with my weight and exercise i just cant get a handle on it......its like i dont give a crap about my health or life any more......ive never felt like this im sooooo down....its been six months since i said goodbye to my younger brother he passed away on the 13th september 2007 its been a struggle to cope with that.ive lost 1.1kg since i lasts logged in so i guess thats something but i feel ill put that on plus some this week todays the16th march 2008 the only thing i can say is tomorrows another day im going to try harder to cope with things and look after myself .....