RIP BEAUTIFUL BROTHER

RICK I WILL ALWAYS MISS YOU
YOU WERE SUCH A CRACK UP
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART
LUV YOU
MY BEAUTIFUL BROTHER

3RD AUGUST 1963 -13TH SEPTEMBER 2007


I Only Wanted You
They say memories are golden
Well maybe that is true I never wanted memories
I only wanted you
A million times I needed you
A million times I cried
If love alone could have saved you
You never would have died
In life I love you dearly
In death I love you still
In my heart you hold a place
No one could ever fill
If tears could build a stairway
And heartache make a lane
I'd walk the path to heaven
And bring you back again
Our family chain is broken
And nothing seems the same
But as God calls us one by one
The chain will link again

THIS POEM WAS SENT TO ME
BY FRIEND DEE THANK YOU
have no idea who wrote it but its lovely

today was so hard:(

Well today was just so hard.....Rick went to heaven one year ago today ive been crying most of this week ..... today s been the hardest.....i want to hear him laugh i want to hug him.....miss you little bro more than i could have ever imagined.....life is very sad without you.....what else can i say....life is a lot sadder without him.........im amazed im still on track with my eating i have handled the emotional eating all week.......ive now lost 6.6 kg.....am happy with that.....cheers