Yay Finally Losing Again!

Yay weighed in this week first week on WW on line program and lost 1.3kg ....i am totally stoked first loss in like forever well it seems like forever at least the scales are going the right way now onward and downwards.sticking to points better this week as used my exercise points last week.exercise has been great done over an hour every day.

New Start Yes Again

Went out and bought new scales digital this time so i can see the tiny losses about to join weight watchers on line...New scales say I'm 2.8kg heavier than my old scales say so not a good day.Angry i have gained so much of my lost weight but think fresh start will be a good idea and i have still lost 16.5 kg so that's a good start i think I have gained back 7.1 kg well at least i haven't gained all my weight back i now have a starting weight of 72.8kg here goes me.....:)

I SUCK

WELL I SUCK blown every attempt to get back on track will i ever get there!!! I've gained 6 kg back after losing 23kg not happy ....i still exercise but the eating plan is shit have to make an effort i cant go back to being that size i just can't .i want to join weight watchers again but have to wait to get funds. i went well by myself for a few months then lost it.want to join the on line one this time as can't always make it to meetings....plus its half the cost.....my neck muscles are out and its peeing me off...makes exercise harder but still making myself do it as other wise id be heaps bigger......maybe now i have typed this down and got it out of my head i can move forward i hope so...well have to go take my new little Persian kitty to get her needle :( v8 molly and daughter

So i start again

Well time to start again haven't been great for a while now ....I'm still exercising although the food plan went out the window...and you need to do both....I'm going to join WW on line on Monday as hoping to have enough money after markets to do so i guess ill have to get better scales as mine aren't accurate and every gram helps ....I'm glad i have decided to do this as don't want to be where i was before i lost my weight......anyways have to go need a work out and then have to do some market sewing been slack with that too...cant believe its February Billie Joe turned 20 yesterday unbelievable how quick those 20 went LOL...... cheers

happy new year

It's NEW YEARS EVE I'm home alone Tony's band is playing up the road at the pub don't feel like going out .we decided to have a few beers tomorrow as tony doesn't drink when playing as its work so the beers are ready for tomorrow .I'm reading the Gabriel method again i really think he has the weight loss answers.just need to turn off the fat mode makes a lot of sense hope it works.
I'm finishing with weight watchers for now as too expensive at this time no cash flow. so I'm hoping to get the rest off myself as Ive been at this weight for months i have stabilized so think I'm ready to shed the rest.so planning on a total overhaul on my routine to shake it up I'm in a rut but that's good i have maintained that's not a bad thing i don't think.anyways happy new year cheers

merry xmas time

Well the festive season is nearly done yay .....i only had six beers yesterday and wasnt too bad food wise .....i got up and done a 45 minute leslie sansone workout....going out tonight tonys band is playing at the club so will get a little more exercise there lol ....was a different xmas day the girls both stayed here so they could wake up to christmas morning at home which was really nice they came to tonys mums for xmas lunch then went home to their place....after we visited my parents first ...dads had a bad lead up to chrissy he was in hospital for 10 days after collapsing while shopping he ended up with a pacemaker his 72 today glad he is still around HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD ....i was really stressed leading up to xmas i am so going to do everything different next year ...theres alot to say about planning ahead lol....i plan on dropping my last 8 kg over the next six months i have had to let my weight watchers go cant afford it at the moment im paid up til jan 22 2010 i havent been making it to meetings so seems a waist of money maybe i can do it on line as its cheaper ....ill see how the money pans out anyway merry christmas.

Been slack with blogging

RIP CINDY MISS YOU

MY GOD ITS BEEN FOREVER SINCE I HAVE BEEN ON HERE ....have been busy working and doing life.......been struggling of late to stay focused on me and my weight loss journey.......went back to my meeting last week after five weeks away.....a gain of 700gms which wasnt too bad considering i got ttotm that night and had boobs that felt more like rocks they were that heavey.....the scales were good to me at home when i got on them on sunday night before i drank my beers after a long week of sewing til 1 am every night and doing my market on sunday that i was up at 4.30am for..... it was a hot long day all i could think about were those cold vb in my fridge...lol....if i gain sobe it i had the points saved for them.....i tend to retain fluid after a drink so itll go again.....i have hives im scrating like a dog with fleas going to get something for them today as if i exercise they heat up and drive me nutts......anyways im back at this weight loss journey taking way longer than it should but still plodding along thats the main thing ....


I LOST A GREAT FRIEND friend from school days she was a funny girl made you laugh big time she died suddenly got a blood clot in her leg sad sad loss made me think about alot of things i want to change about myself as im only here once and not that long ......miss and luv you CINDY XXXX cheers