GO ME ANOTHER LOSS

Feeling fantastic another 800gm loss for me today bring my total since rejoining may 11th 2011 to 11 kg to go plus the 8.7kg lost from last attempt...i have only 11kg to get rid of til i get to high range goal....i can feel it the prize is almost here the ultimate prize to be at my right weight for the first time in many years....i might even wear swimmers this year woo hoo lol scary thought i cover everything so will feel naky in swimmers...so my weight today is 69kg very bloody happy with that for now :)

i'm a 60's girl yay

i did it ...I'm a 60's girl i lost 1.2kg last WI and this WI i lost 400gms bringing me to the 60's .....69.8kg yay feeling pretty awesome  I'm enjoying the journey this time this pp plan is awesome yes it is....good news on the operation front im getting done the beginning  of November  ....will be good to be done and over with......can't exercise for 6 weeks so that will drive me nuts oh well better to have it done and not stuff it up ....it might wreck my challenge of 20kg by Xmas im just over half way with that one i have lost 10.2kg woo hoo the 10kg by spring is nearly over luving that one ....so far i have knocked that one on the head :)

still losing weight :)

Ellie and her ears hehe

Haven't updated for two weeks have lost some weight 300gms and 500gms so 800gms since last blog ....all still going well ...a few days i have felt blah but kept going my besty turned 50 this week lol i rubbed it in luv her to bits...on the same day my godfather passed away ..... update of my girl and her big ears it will take 2 years for her to grow into them lol ....have to have an operation that puts me out of action for 6 weeks not happy :(

woot another 700gms bites the dust

ears have flopped lol on their way back up

woot! WI this morning shows a loss of 700gms not as good as the scales looked yesterday hence why we don't WI more than once a week I'm stoked with 700gms i was aiming for 500gms per week as i  know how slow i lose .....but this time round my weight seems to be coming off quickly i usually drop small amounts actually frustrating amounts so its good..... i luv this pro point plan ......I'm in a great place my head space is great I'm loving life....have to go and workout then  get puppies ready for vet check and their needles x

I am feeling awesome at 50

BEEN A WHILE....NOT ENOUGH HOURS IN THE DAY .....i started my newest weight loss journey on the 11th of may 2011 its now Tuesday the 5th July i WI tomorrow... i snuck a peak this morning as feeling super lighter what a sneak  peak wont reveal in case its not the real weight tomorrow it looked awesome though ...

me and my killer cocktail  pic from my 50th birthday

me my besty and sister Sammy pic from my family 50th birthday

i turned 50 last WI day so had birthday drinks  and ended up smashed after 6 beers my cousin Johno bought be a birthday cocktail OMG it completely wrecked me i went home and that was it.... i spewed had head spins couldn't talk went to bed lucky it was weigh in day that morning as didn't get to have my tea so have had a week to hopefully fix it as went under points..... lol .....who goes under points on their birthday ??? anyways feeling lighter i popped on the scales for a peak and WI is looking   really good today .....but can change by tomorrow so have to wait and see....:) not sure if i mentioned having 2 new puppies after losing Sheena ...hubby and i  each got a puppy each for our birthdays they are beautiful has helped with losing Sheena as i feel her spirit is in my new puppy she is wise for a puppy and dose a lot of things Sheena did its too weird for words.... we are happy to think sheen's spirit has a new home and i hug her every time i see her......they are both walking a lot further now so wont be long and an hours workout will be working the dogs plus my other exercise.....i feel im going to be at goal just after Christmas if not before....im feeling so much better about myself now as the weight i put on is coming back off i gained about 15kg of my 23kg lost was sad about it and couldn't work out why i let it get that far i didn't have far to go to goal weight was 6 kg to high range and then i wanted to lose a little more as being only 5 feet tall carry any excess weight on my thighs and butt lol........im luving the new pro points they are awesome i don't use the stash points a lot but have done for birthday celebrations and still lost weight....this time around my weight so far seems to be falling off me and boy am i happy .im doing it on line  thought that would be harder but its not ..i said to hubby do you think i will get to goal this time and without hesitation he said yep i know you will....he is always doubtful as i have attempted many times.....this time im including things i like.... like a drink when im out although after my birthday im not interested in alcohol lol....im choosing healthy over not so healthy....plenty of exercise....using food as fuel not something to munch aimlessly on.....just looking at everything different this time and its working well so far ....im in some great challenges with some very awesome people i think they help me a lot with their words of wisdom....

Well on my way to success

My 3rd WI this week is  tomorrow... i took a sneak peak yesterday morn i was down 700gms....just wanted to see if having the beers last night affects my loss tomorrow... knew i had lost weight so wanted to know if i still lose that amount or not after 4 beers....even though i stuck to my plan there's always that little doubt in your mind... im excited that i went out and followed my plan....if i still lose that 700gms that's 4kg plus my first 5% goal since starting back i have decided to go little 5% goals to get to goal this time.....i have been exercising daily and getting into my challenges some lovely peeps on the boards all with the same goals to be thin im pretty sure they are helping me with my journey....
on another note we have decided to buy another German shepherd puppy  will wait til the weather is a little warmer though as would hate to have to get up and go outside to comfort a new puppy at 3 in the morning with ice on the ground ......im off to see my daughter for a quick hug before she goes to work then back home to do some sewing for my market next Sunday :)

I have been out of control but im back :)

What a bad year or so i have had struggling to gain control over my weight loss failing at every attempt....i decided enough was enough and joined on line....the switch came on inside of me i have been trying my hardest to get it to come on but it wouldn't i have know idea what it was that triggered this but i am very thankful it did...first week was really easy and lost 2.7kg....this being my second week has been just as easy still a few days til weigh in day....I'm guessing it will only be a small loss because i have never lost that much first weigh in before ...i am a very slow loser so i am hoping this time round my weight may come of a little faster i am one that loses like 100 and 200 gm a week don't get me wrong they are good losses they all ad up but just so slow...

i'm amazed i stayed in control last week as i had to consent to the vet putting my beautiful German shepherd Sheena to sleep she would have died in agony over night so i had no choice i was devastated ....my daughter and her girl friend were with me we decided to stay with her i was so sad wasn't expecting to have to put her to sleep.....i had to leave her there at the vets as hubby was out of action i had to ask my brother to come over the next day and dig a hole for me so i could go pick her up....he did it for me i picked her up and took her for her last drive and wheel barrow ride around the back where i laid her to rest and then filled the hole....couldn't believe i was doing it :(feeling sad now so that is all :(

A change Needs To Take place In My MInd Body & Soul

A CHANGE NEEDS TO HAPPEN IN MY MIND BODY AND SOUL........................i wear black i think black i am black im hiding away............i want out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i tried on a shirt that fitted last year a white dressy shirt with a collar 3/4 sleeves was tight.....i bought it to go with my black jeans and black leather vest for a wedding..... the colour looked so different on me i put a pink singlet top over it i still had my grey t shirt pj pants on omg i haven't wore anything but black for so long it looked weird in a strange kind of way ............if everything wasn't so tight i would actually like to wear it out......i want colour back in my life blue pink mauve yes yes yes.....i have been thinking the only times i have ever gotten anywhere near goal weight i stopped drinking alcohol completely and gave the weight loss exercise plan my 110% effort .....I'm on a no way win track on plan off plan on plan off plan yo yo plan i guess you would say........i want to say that I'm going to go on the ww pro points plan for the last time and get to goal and never ever look back but i have said it so many many many times its like even i don't believe it any more today when i tried those clothes on and looked into the mirror that i looked in 20 years ago when i was a petite size 10 i was horrified but something in my heart said you can be that again you just have to do it ...NO MORE EXCUSES!!!....... so i know i can do it whats stopping me????...ITS ME....i have to go about doing this weight loss thing completely different this time.... I'm off to do some sewing and give it some thought a lot of thought mmm i want that switch in my head to turn on because when it dose i know there is no stopping me it has come on and flick off so many times lately i want it on and stay on for good!

weigh in

weighed in at the same weight as start date :( but all my own fault i went over points with too many drinking sessions over the last 3 days i am going to try and have no alcohol for the next week....shouldn't be a problem as a little broke lol ....however i did manage to exercise all but one day so that's a plus maybe why i didn't actually gain ....i kind of feel like I'm treading water going nowhere staying the same weight on maintenance would be a great thing....i feel like just getting my mouth sewn up ....i was even thinking about the cabbage soup kick start diet but well if you have tried it you know yuk anyways onwards i plod

Day 3 All Is Well!

Wow day 3 I'm still doing it .....it has been weeks since i have myself in control of my eating I'm really pleased with myself ...it feels great to not feel guilty over what i put in my mouth...yesterday i did 45 Min's of walk aerobics with hand weight.....i ate healthy although did splurge on some chocolate for 4 point very nice points i might add lol and have a few vb beers that cost me a whopping 24 bonus propoints but i had them there to use and the occasion came up so enjoyed every propoint didn't waist a drop lol....it will be interesting to see my weigh in this week....I'm off to do some sewing now not too much else happening today tony is getting some tattoo work finished that's about it :)

Day 2 still here!

well I'm surprised I am still here doing it ....I made it through day one with 60 minutes of walk aerobics with hand weights stuck to points ate healthy I did use 2 of my 4 exercise points earned.... no alcohol yesterday pretty pleased with myself actually..... a day at a time i can do this yes i can :)

What The Hell Have I Been Doing?????

Why i have set myself up to fail day after day i don't know! I have been stuffing myself around for the last year and a half all this time waisted.... i could have been at goal weight now!
i woke up today with a new attitude it feels good i seem to have my mojo back.....I'm writing down my points done an hour of aerobics walking and weights....i have a spring in my step....i have been trying to find this feeling i use to have it felt great i finally realised today it;s the feeling you have when your thin i was a happy out going girl that loved fashion now i were black jeans big black tshirts and vest every time i go out the black t always has a different print though....i want a make over this year... firstly the body fat has to go its do able i know as i have done it before.....i can do this if i give it as much effort as i do to be fat should be easy but it isn't at times is it? I'm turning 50 this year but still get told i look 40 id like to have a younger looking body also to match the younger face so ...well here goes me :)